[ dw rafayel even if it was true that he isnโt your first, it wouldnโt shatter his worldview. it might have even come as a relief, since there is something oddly intimate about being each otherโs first imprints. ]
Iโll try to contain my joy. [ sarcastic to a T. ]
I donโt expect us to be all chummy with each other, but since distance seems to irk it, I think we should establish a reasonable routine. [ a beat, before he clarifies: ] To meet up. Just to... quell it.
[ the response doesn't get anything beyond a mild hint of a huff. it could barely constitute a sigh, if just because it's clear that rafayel is attempting to face him with a sense of neutrality. the more his natural soul seems to find solace and comfort in caleb, the more rafayel wanted to fight it.
but, of course, it was more important not to make that obvious. he's already shown enough vulnerability in front of him. or, the other version of him. ] You think that'll be enough for you?
I wouldn't want you to bite someone else's throat. [ that actually wouldn't matter to him.
at times like these rafayel wonders if he's really changed all that much in some ways. or if this was his own version of backsliding to whatever version of himself became much more prevalent in a certain bodyguard's presence. ]
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Iโll try to contain my joy. [ sarcastic to a T. ]
I donโt expect us to be all chummy with each other, but since distance seems to irk it, I think we should establish a reasonable routine. [ a beat, before he clarifies: ] To meet up. Just to... quell it.
[ that sounds fair. right? ]
Maybe like... at least once every two weeks.
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but, of course, it was more important not to make that obvious. he's already shown enough vulnerability in front of him. or, the other version of him. ] You think that'll be enough for you?
I wouldn't want you to bite someone else's throat. [ that actually wouldn't matter to him.
at times like these rafayel wonders if he's really changed all that much in some ways. or if this was his own version of backsliding to whatever version of himself became much more prevalent in a certain bodyguard's presence. ]