[ . . . 'supposed to be' really is the operative phrase here, isn't it? and again, it's not something that tobari fails to understand. in the very last dredges of time he had left, he dreamt up a future where he could run away with hinagiku. it's the closest he'd ever felt to abandoning the district he's dedicated so much of his life to. even still... ]
... you can't really help what your heart ends up wanting. I don't think we choose who we end up falling for. [ it's the least logical and responsible thing about him, but he's clearly failed to talk himself out of his own feelings so many times ] But I don't think that's inherently bad either. I'd rather live in a world where we accidentally love more than less.
[ even with its costs. he shakes his head slightly ]
I don't have any good advice or words to make things better. We're in similar enough boats—I tried to keep both and ended up with neither.
... but I think if it's not over for you, then you can find a future that's better than what I ended up with. Even if it's difficult to rebuild, or hard to find. I want to believe you'll succeed.
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... you can't really help what your heart ends up wanting. I don't think we choose who we end up falling for. [ it's the least logical and responsible thing about him, but he's clearly failed to talk himself out of his own feelings so many times ] But I don't think that's inherently bad either. I'd rather live in a world where we accidentally love more than less.
[ even with its costs. he shakes his head slightly ]
I don't have any good advice or words to make things better. We're in similar enough boats—I tried to keep both and ended up with neither.
... but I think if it's not over for you, then you can find a future that's better than what I ended up with. Even if it's difficult to rebuild, or hard to find. I want to believe you'll succeed.