[ HELP that would be hilarious, but just untrue. look at him
admittedly, he really didn't have such a list just seconds prior. but the second tobari speaks, he can't help but takes those words as a challenge. his brain already races to concoct several ridiculous desires. unfortunately, as he's already moving his mouth to speak he gets caught in that first kiss, then the second. he adjust his hands to travel down tobari's chest. it's still chaste in theory, if just because he's only touching him over his clothes, compared to that...
he hisses just slightly at feeling tobari's hands along his back. ] I had a whole list prepared for you. You don't want to hear it? [ he kisses tobari back, and it borders on incessant with the way he refuses to lose to him. ]
i really don't know why tobari gives rafayel the opening to come up with a list of demands but this is how he's trying to save himself... what happens when you try to kiss your already silly boyfriend to the point of distraction? time to find out. still, he's about to laugh and there's still some amusement in his voice as he speaks against rafayel's mouth between kisses, as if he can't stand to be separated— ] Little distracted.
[ whose fault is this?
especially since tobari's other hand is just going to slip beneath the front of rafayel's shirt now, fingers splayed to touch as much bare skin as he can as he lets the fabric of the shirt catch against his wrists as his hand drifts upward... time to get more distracted apparently ]
this is tobari's doing. he may tame on occasion, but he also enables.
perhaps, this is why rafayel's spoiled attitude has showed zero to no signs of improvement. case in point, he's already trying to catch tobari's words with a nip to his lower lip. as much as enjoys hearing the low timbre of tobari's voice between kisses, he can't fight against his desire for competition. ]
Sounds like a you problem. [ lol, he says like he also isn't entirely absorbed in this. he thinks he has to escalate, and so he's already reaching to place his thumbs in the gap of where he can unzip him. he's mostly just teasing... and he shifts his body a little, just enough so he can slide off his lap.
rafayel loves being manhandled. he is thriving, so no one save him. he tries to control his expression, but the way the corner of his lips turn up just slightly is probably evidence enough that this is all a careful act. even the way he tries to pull back again. ]
Were they? Must be all in your head. Looks like your body is just really sensitive... I wonder who made you that way. [ he's so cringey, but so confident with it. contradictory to this, he's already leaning in to blow in tobari's ear. ]
tobari huffs out a breath at that, disbelieving as once again his annoying boyfriend makes even just making out into a whole endeavor. when raf blows in his ear, he just turns his head enough to catch raf’s mouth with his own. his arms circle around him again, pulling rafayel back into his lap to eliminate any of that half-attempted distance ]
I wonder who… Then should we compare? Your touch to mine.
[ said even as he’s claiming another kiss after, biting meanly at rafayel’s bottom lip to scold him. in the meantime, tobari’s hands return back to their earlier task, fingertips trailing light, teaching touches against rafayel’s skin as tobari tries to ease his shirt off of him ]
[ as much as he might have, theoretically, been fishing for this response, he still makes a sound as he's caught in surprise by the sudden kiss. he's easily pulled back on his lap, and he gives a slight huff as he also presses his lips back up against him, pouting slightly as he feels teeth against his lips.
he can't help but let out a quiet, subdued sound of pleasure, even as he's doing his best to hold back. he can't seem too eager. that said, he's already helping tobari to shed his shirt off, and he now gestures to his. fair is fair... ]
You're being so pushy. Weren't you saying we should cut down?
[ did he say that... maybe not, he probably just nagged rafayel about getting more rest like the hypocrite he is. but, same thing. ]
[ okay to rafayel’s credit, tobari does need to take a second to think about if he said that? did he? next thing to consider is if he was serious or just fucking around because rafayel was being annoying
well it matters less now because the little sounds that rafayel makes are way more convincing when it comes to continuing. does tobari help take his own shirt off… no… no he doesn’t… in fact he’s just going to gently thread his fingers through rafayel’s hair before flipping their positions on the couch so tobari is on top ]
Then we can cut down if you really want. After this.
[ he has a feeling rafayel does not in fact want that
does this have to fade to black again. it might. can they just go enjoy the hot springs now ]
[ HELP!!! his sudden awareness like ... could i have actually said that?
the touch to his hair, sadly, does get him to drop his guard in seconds. he eases into the touch, and so... he whines that much more when tobari flips him onto his back? ] And now you're being so bold. You must really want me.
[ why does he look happy for all the whining and posturing he was doing just seconds prior? that said, he wraps his arms around tobari and pulls him closer to his body.
i guess it does have to fade to black again... WHY ARE THEY LIKE THIS!!!!
but, the thought on rafayel's mind as soon as they're done is annoying, as he's already grabbing onto tobari's arm, and suddenly: ]
[ maybe he could've said that... even if it was an empty threat...
even though he's already just huffing out an amused breath at rafayel's urgency now, because they literally were occupied for two hours just the night before and only just finished now? they are still tangled up in each other on the couch? so maybe that's why tobari will just lightly nip at rafayel's ear, teasing ]
Greedy.
[ greedy!!! but he'll nose against his cheek after, affectionate anyway ]
I guess not.
[ said as if he is so aloof... but he's letting his thumb brush against rafayel's skin as he nuzzles in closer anyway. ]
this isn't the first time he's been called greedy, and probably not the last. though, it's clear he doesn't seem to feel particularly guilty for it. can he be blamed for wanting his boyfriend as badly as he does? is this what people call insatiable...? to be honest, he hasn't had much desires before meeting tobari, and it's like he's experiencing it all anew.
maybe that's why it's so easy to get burned by that passion. ]
You can just admit you like it, you know? I'd even accept begging if it was from you.
[ he nuzzles him back, as his hand gently cradles his cheek. he leans in to deliver another searing kiss, before he pulls back to soak in that rich shade of green he's come to know so intimately. ]
[ it's true... being this into each other is not conducive to having a pg household
especially given the fact that tobari just meets rafayel for that kiss so easily, humming out a low, pleased sound. maybe they took a while to actually reach this level of intimacy (which was definitely tobari's fault) but now that they have—he enjoys every moment of closeness too. every kiss, touch, intermingled breath affects him too. even if it's a bit funny how they can go from squabbling over something one second to being all over each other... or sometimes still managing both at once ]
Begging... you'd have to make me. [ though it's not impossible if it'd make rafayel happy. most things weren't impossible if it'd make rafayel happy
but tobari presses an idle series of kisses to rafayel's cheek down to his jaw ]
But I do like it. [ he can admit to that easily ] Probably because I like you so much. I like you more than anyone else.
[ it's not even a competition tobari likes his friends but even they annoy the shit out of him sometimes and not even in a cute way ]
[ they could never have alone time... their poor cat in which rafayel will inevitably have beef with
it would make him happy. though, maybe that's not too incriminating to admit when he'd accept virtually anything from him. even if that thing was pain. he was devoted, and largely unwilling to ever part with these feelings, or their bond. he just wonders if tobari knows just how deep his emotions run.
... or if he'd be scared?
when tobari kisses him, he can't help but ease into it. back in the day, even this felt too intimate for comfort, and now... he feels emptier without his touch. it's true they had a slow start, and at times it was excruciating to hold back— but, even then he didn't regret the trajectory of their relationship. it brought them here, didn't it?
which is why he can't help but to feel incredibly touched at those words. the vulnerability tobari is willing to show at times was nothing short of incredible. ... and in turn: ] Was there anyone else in this world? I didn't notice.
[ lol. but, he presses a tiny kiss to the tip of his nose. ] I only see you. [ he kisses tobari's cheek, then his neck where his lips linger. he draws back— ] Being with someone like this... it's a first for me, so you'll have to take responsibility until the very end.
[ their inevitable cat... it's okay they're also independent...
the little kisses come and tobari lets himself enjoy them as his eyes slide shut, the same way that he always likes having rafayel's attention. tobari had a tendency to be cat-like himself, prone to taking on his own projects and being a bit standoffish, but his lover consistently proved to be an exception. especially the more and more their relationship developed and they got closer to each other... now, he can't help but be a little greedy himself to take in rafayel's affection, even if sometimes he felt just a bit undeserving.
but that's fine. he'd just work that much harder to balance things out between them.
when he blinks his eyes open again and takes in the ever-welcome sight of his lover, he just catches his mouth with his own again. that greed pokes its head out ]
Ah. I'll be your first, last, and only. [ a promise that he seals with a second kiss ] But I promise I'll take care of you every moment. That's an easy thing to be sure of.
opposite to tobari's considerations, rafayel would be happy even if he didn't work particularly hard at all. he firmly believes tobari could afford to take is easier, actually. he'd love a life of just spoiling him, but he's also long accepted the reality that ... he also needed purpose in life, and so how could he not support him in that?
when tobari was affectionate like this, it easy for rafayel to just become consumed in it. even now he savors each promise he makes. the warmth of his breath, the steady weight of his body. ] Okay, okay. I'll try not to swim away, so you have to remember what you said today. ... And remember me always. No goldfish memory for you. [ he says this when he always plays games, but he's argue that's different...
he also seals his own words with a kiss. that is before: ]
But, before that, I should make sure you're taken care of. [ their hot springs... their food. ]
[ hot springs... food...... it wouldn't even be hard for tobari to be convinced to go another round but luckily the reminder that he's hungry really does the job. he blinks, pausing for a second after the kiss, and then as if he really forgot ]
Oh right... I'm hungry.
[ they did MORE physical things after their hike instead of refueling..... he's really only even hungrier now...
but he'll kiss rafayel's cheek before moving to get up. looking for the phone to call for room service... ]
I can order something. [ didn't rafayel just say he'd take care of tobari? maybe so. ignored. ] Go wash up so it's here by the time you're out and so we don't get distracted again.
[ showering together would again lead to disaster ]
... and forgot to eat. tobari, you are so funny. rafayel shakes his head as he grabs tobari's hand. he rummages through his clothes that were mysteriously deposited on the ground, and finds his phone. he opens an app and goes through the prompts, before pulling out the options so tobari can order.
he's actually about to offer them both to shower, but...
tobari is sadly... correct. ] Pick what you want, and you go first. I wanted to get some ideas in my journal so it'll take me a minute, anyway.
[ ignores tobari, so he can take care of him first this time!!! ]
[ he makes up for it by eating as much as he wants when he does eat... it's why when he takes the phone, he taps on quite a few things... hungry!!! a lot of them are seafood though so rafayel can also pick at the dishes as he pleases... ]
Ah... if you're sure then.
[ he'll agree to it just because he also doesn't want to get in the way of rafayel's creative process. he likes seeing him sketch and everything anyway... when he's done ordering, he'll hand the phone back to rafayel to order
and then stop to get rafayel's bag to carry it over to the couch for him so he doesn't have to get up. still doting... he'll go to take a shower after that though. he will probably be impressed at the nice bathroom while he's there ]
With how much you're tapping away, I thought you were the hungry caterpillar...
[ he's so annoying. but, he seems weirdly pleased about it. as much as tobari dotes on him, he'd like to think he expends his own amount of effort in making sure he was well cared for. it's why he's smiling as he puts in his own favorite dishes. the sweet shrimp here was good, so also adding that to cart, and can't forget about dessert. he heard their tradition confections were popular...
he hits send on the order, before he notices that tobari already brought his bag over. he moves his clothes out of the way, before he begins opening the sketchbook, and working on some outlines. this time, however... he seems keen on keeping whatever he's working a secret as he instantly puts all his stuff away the second tobari steps out of the bathroom. before it becomes too obvious, he greets him happily with a— ] There's my worm...
[ a secret... what the hell... tobari frowns a little bit when rafayel is putting everything away. for the umpteenth time he's walking out of the bathroom with wet hair but he won't let rafayel fix it for him this time!! he also needs to wash up!!! though tobari has also made himself comfy in the nice yukata robes that the place provides.... he really likes it here he's very pleased
even though he's frowning at rafayel's actual words ]
Wrong. Try again. I won't kiss you until you say something better.
[ he sighs, as he recognizes the stubborn look on tobari's face. he was about to reach for a towel, but... he decides he should also just hop in the shower. he is kind of a mess, and while he's not shy in front of tobari when it comes to his body, he is a little embarrassed.
he brushes himself off as he stands up and just gives tobari a small pat on the back. ]
Worms are still very beloved, yeah? The birds especially like 'em. [ pecks tobari on the cheek. ]
Aaaand, it wasn't in the rules that I couldn't kiss you first.
still, he does end up walking towards the bathroom, but not before trying to poke tobari on the side. stop being so on-guard to your boyfriend's kisses!! ] You don't like being a baby, or a worm... I'm running out of options here.
[ he'll think about it in the shower. (he won't) ]
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admittedly, he really didn't have such a list just seconds prior. but the second tobari speaks, he can't help but takes those words as a challenge. his brain already races to concoct several ridiculous desires. unfortunately, as he's already moving his mouth to speak he gets caught in that first kiss, then the second. he adjust his hands to travel down tobari's chest. it's still chaste in theory, if just because he's only touching him over his clothes, compared to that...
he hisses just slightly at feeling tobari's hands along his back. ] I had a whole list prepared for you. You don't want to hear it? [ he kisses tobari back, and it borders on incessant with the way he refuses to lose to him. ]
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i really don't know why tobari gives rafayel the opening to come up with a list of demands but this is how he's trying to save himself... what happens when you try to kiss your already silly boyfriend to the point of distraction? time to find out. still, he's about to laugh and there's still some amusement in his voice as he speaks against rafayel's mouth between kisses, as if he can't stand to be separated— ] Little distracted.
[ whose fault is this?
especially since tobari's other hand is just going to slip beneath the front of rafayel's shirt now, fingers splayed to touch as much bare skin as he can as he lets the fabric of the shirt catch against his wrists as his hand drifts upward... time to get more distracted apparently ]
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this is tobari's doing. he may tame on occasion, but he also enables.
perhaps, this is why rafayel's spoiled attitude has showed zero to no signs of improvement. case in point, he's already trying to catch tobari's words with a nip to his lower lip. as much as enjoys hearing the low timbre of tobari's voice between kisses, he can't fight against his desire for competition. ]
Sounds like a you problem. [ lol, he says like he also isn't entirely absorbed in this. he thinks he has to escalate, and so he's already reaching to place his thumbs in the gap of where he can unzip him. he's mostly just teasing... and he shifts his body a little, just enough so he can slide off his lap.
eheh never let them know your next move. ]
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rafayel's games are truly so insane and you'd think tobari would know better by now but he doesn't.
but what he does do is just use the hands beneath his shirt to pinch at his sides ]
And what do you think you're doing.
[ get back here you little shit ]
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rafayel is looking scandalized. like, he didn't also contribute to this.
he then tries to grab tobari's wrists. ]
No touching the merchandise. It's not time for them to go on sale yet.
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he's just going to pull rafayel back closer to him again? his wrists can be grabbed but he is still going to manhandle him as he pleases ]
Oh? And yet your hands seemed to be roaming so freely earlier.
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rafayel loves being manhandled. he is thriving, so no one save him. he tries to control his expression, but the way the corner of his lips turn up just slightly is probably evidence enough that this is all a careful act. even the way he tries to pull back again. ]
Were they? Must be all in your head. Looks like your body is just really sensitive... I wonder who made you that way. [ he's so cringey, but so confident with it. contradictory to this, he's already leaning in to blow in tobari's ear. ]
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tobari huffs out a breath at that, disbelieving as once again his annoying boyfriend makes even just making out into a whole endeavor. when raf blows in his ear, he just turns his head enough to catch raf’s mouth with his own. his arms circle around him again, pulling rafayel back into his lap to eliminate any of that half-attempted distance ]
I wonder who… Then should we compare? Your touch to mine.
[ said even as he’s claiming another kiss after, biting meanly at rafayel’s bottom lip to scold him. in the meantime, tobari’s hands return back to their earlier task, fingertips trailing light, teaching touches against rafayel’s skin as tobari tries to ease his shirt off of him ]
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he can't help but let out a quiet, subdued sound of pleasure, even as he's doing his best to hold back. he can't seem too eager. that said, he's already helping tobari to shed his shirt off, and he now gestures to his. fair is fair... ]
You're being so pushy. Weren't you saying we should cut down?
[ did he say that... maybe not, he probably just nagged rafayel about getting more rest like the hypocrite he is. but, same thing. ]
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well it matters less now because the little sounds that rafayel makes are way more convincing when it comes to continuing. does tobari help take his own shirt off… no… no he doesn’t… in fact he’s just going to gently thread his fingers through rafayel’s hair before flipping their positions on the couch so tobari is on top ]
Then we can cut down if you really want. After this.
[ he has a feeling rafayel does not in fact want that
does this have to fade to black again. it might. can they just go enjoy the hot springs now ]
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the touch to his hair, sadly, does get him to drop his guard in seconds. he eases into the touch, and so... he whines that much more when tobari flips him onto his back? ] And now you're being so bold. You must really want me.
[ why does he look happy for all the whining and posturing he was doing just seconds prior? that said, he wraps his arms around tobari and pulls him closer to his body.
i guess it does have to fade to black again... WHY ARE THEY LIKE THIS!!!!
but, the thought on rafayel's mind as soon as they're done is annoying, as he's already grabbing onto tobari's arm, and suddenly: ]
Were you serious about cutting down?
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even though he's already just huffing out an amused breath at rafayel's urgency now, because they literally were occupied for two hours just the night before and only just finished now? they are still tangled up in each other on the couch? so maybe that's why tobari will just lightly nip at rafayel's ear, teasing ]
Greedy.
[ greedy!!! but he'll nose against his cheek after, affectionate anyway ]
I guess not.
[ said as if he is so aloof... but he's letting his thumb brush against rafayel's skin as he nuzzles in closer anyway. ]
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this isn't the first time he's been called greedy, and probably not the last. though, it's clear he doesn't seem to feel particularly guilty for it. can he be blamed for wanting his boyfriend as badly as he does? is this what people call insatiable...? to be honest, he hasn't had much desires before meeting tobari, and it's like he's experiencing it all anew.
maybe that's why it's so easy to get burned by that passion. ]
You can just admit you like it, you know? I'd even accept begging if it was from you.
[ he nuzzles him back, as his hand gently cradles his cheek. he leans in to deliver another searing kiss, before he pulls back to soak in that rich shade of green he's come to know so intimately. ]
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especially given the fact that tobari just meets rafayel for that kiss so easily, humming out a low, pleased sound. maybe they took a while to actually reach this level of intimacy (which was definitely tobari's fault) but now that they have—he enjoys every moment of closeness too. every kiss, touch, intermingled breath affects him too. even if it's a bit funny how they can go from squabbling over something one second to being all over each other... or sometimes still managing both at once ]
Begging... you'd have to make me. [ though it's not impossible if it'd make rafayel happy. most things weren't impossible if it'd make rafayel happy
but tobari presses an idle series of kisses to rafayel's cheek down to his jaw ]
But I do like it. [ he can admit to that easily ] Probably because I like you so much. I like you more than anyone else.
[ it's not even a competition tobari likes his friends but even they annoy the shit out of him sometimes and not even in a cute way ]
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it would make him happy. though, maybe that's not too incriminating to admit when he'd accept virtually anything from him. even if that thing was pain. he was devoted, and largely unwilling to ever part with these feelings, or their bond. he just wonders if tobari knows just how deep his emotions run.
... or if he'd be scared?
when tobari kisses him, he can't help but ease into it. back in the day, even this felt too intimate for comfort, and now... he feels emptier without his touch. it's true they had a slow start, and at times it was excruciating to hold back— but, even then he didn't regret the trajectory of their relationship. it brought them here, didn't it?
which is why he can't help but to feel incredibly touched at those words. the vulnerability tobari is willing to show at times was nothing short of incredible. ... and in turn: ] Was there anyone else in this world? I didn't notice.
[ lol. but, he presses a tiny kiss to the tip of his nose. ] I only see you. [ he kisses tobari's cheek, then his neck where his lips linger. he draws back— ] Being with someone like this... it's a first for me, so you'll have to take responsibility until the very end.
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the little kisses come and tobari lets himself enjoy them as his eyes slide shut, the same way that he always likes having rafayel's attention. tobari had a tendency to be cat-like himself, prone to taking on his own projects and being a bit standoffish, but his lover consistently proved to be an exception. especially the more and more their relationship developed and they got closer to each other... now, he can't help but be a little greedy himself to take in rafayel's affection, even if sometimes he felt just a bit undeserving.
but that's fine. he'd just work that much harder to balance things out between them.
when he blinks his eyes open again and takes in the ever-welcome sight of his lover, he just catches his mouth with his own again. that greed pokes its head out ]
Ah. I'll be your first, last, and only. [ a promise that he seals with a second kiss ] But I promise I'll take care of you every moment. That's an easy thing to be sure of.
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opposite to tobari's considerations, rafayel would be happy even if he didn't work particularly hard at all. he firmly believes tobari could afford to take is easier, actually. he'd love a life of just spoiling him, but he's also long accepted the reality that ... he also needed purpose in life, and so how could he not support him in that?
when tobari was affectionate like this, it easy for rafayel to just become consumed in it. even now he savors each promise he makes. the warmth of his breath, the steady weight of his body. ] Okay, okay. I'll try not to swim away, so you have to remember what you said today. ... And remember me always. No goldfish memory for you. [ he says this when he always plays games, but he's argue that's different...
he also seals his own words with a kiss. that is before: ]
But, before that, I should make sure you're taken care of. [ their hot springs... their food. ]
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Oh right... I'm hungry.
[ they did MORE physical things after their hike instead of refueling..... he's really only even hungrier now...
but he'll kiss rafayel's cheek before moving to get up. looking for the phone to call for room service... ]
I can order something. [ didn't rafayel just say he'd take care of tobari? maybe so. ignored. ] Go wash up so it's here by the time you're out and so we don't get distracted again.
[ showering together would again lead to disaster ]
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... and forgot to eat. tobari, you are so funny. rafayel shakes his head as he grabs tobari's hand. he rummages through his clothes that were mysteriously deposited on the ground, and finds his phone. he opens an app and goes through the prompts, before pulling out the options so tobari can order.
he's actually about to offer them both to shower, but...
tobari is sadly... correct. ] Pick what you want, and you go first. I wanted to get some ideas in my journal so it'll take me a minute, anyway.
[ ignores tobari, so he can take care of him first this time!!! ]
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Ah... if you're sure then.
[ he'll agree to it just because he also doesn't want to get in the way of rafayel's creative process. he likes seeing him sketch and everything anyway... when he's done ordering, he'll hand the phone back to rafayel to order
and then stop to get rafayel's bag to carry it over to the couch for him so he doesn't have to get up. still doting... he'll go to take a shower after that though. he will probably be impressed at the nice bathroom while he's there ]
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[ he's so annoying. but, he seems weirdly pleased about it. as much as tobari dotes on him, he'd like to think he expends his own amount of effort in making sure he was well cared for. it's why he's smiling as he puts in his own favorite dishes. the sweet shrimp here was good, so also adding that to cart, and can't forget about dessert. he heard their tradition confections were popular...
he hits send on the order, before he notices that tobari already brought his bag over. he moves his clothes out of the way, before he begins opening the sketchbook, and working on some outlines. this time, however... he seems keen on keeping whatever he's working a secret as he instantly puts all his stuff away the second tobari steps out of the bathroom. before it becomes too obvious, he greets him happily with a— ] There's my worm...
[ clearly both terms are interchangeable... ]
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even though he's frowning at rafayel's actual words ]
Wrong. Try again. I won't kiss you until you say something better.
[ THAT'S A THREAT!!! ]
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he brushes himself off as he stands up and just gives tobari a small pat on the back. ]
Worms are still very beloved, yeah? The birds especially like 'em. [ pecks tobari on the cheek. ]
Aaaand, it wasn't in the rules that I couldn't kiss you first.
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he grumbles about the kiss on the cheek!! ]
We’ll see how long you last.
[ he will be dodging kisses like it’s an Olympic sport moving forward ]
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still, he does end up walking towards the bathroom, but not before trying to poke tobari on the side. stop being so on-guard to your boyfriend's kisses!! ] You don't like being a baby, or a worm... I'm running out of options here.
[ he'll think about it in the shower. (he won't) ]
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