that said, he can already feel the tips of his ears grow hot at the sudden statement. even if he knows it's not, it feels like a private confession that's just reserved just for him; a secret that they can divulge only within this space. in turn, it makes rafayel feel like he can also be just as expressive about his feelings and all the desires he keeps on lock.
and so, even as he leans in to take a bite, he can't help but maintain... intense eye contact like the sushi roll might not be the only thing he wants to take a bite of. though, he does back off easily enough, just enough so he can grab some of the sweet shrimp and hold it out to tobari. ]
Trade? [ a tilt of his head as he chews and swallows down his piece. ] I'll work even harder so I can take care of you.
[ . . . ? that's a lot over a sushi roll. tobari is halfway to asking what rafayel wants from him before he's being offered some sweet shrimp... he'll take that bite then anyway. ]
... I don't remember asking for that. There's nothing extra you need to do. You already work plenty.
I know, but I want to. I have to think about our future...
[ he knows that might be a heavy topic to drop on tobari when they haven't even kissed yet, but he says it anyway. only because he wanted to show his own conviction about their relationship. he didn't see it as temporary or fleeting. he wanted it to be forever.
which means, he'd also have to make sure he created an environment in which tobari would be comfortable quitting his job. ... if just because he's also selfish and can't envision a life where tobari would be anyone else's manager.
he looks back up at him and he reaches over just to hold his curl his pinky around tobari's. ]
Anyway, starting tomorrow we'll be busy again, right? Try not to stress out too much. If you need a break, or a place to relax, you know you always have it with me. [ ... even if he may also contribute to his stress, but they don't need to acknowledge that. ]
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that said, he can already feel the tips of his ears grow hot at the sudden statement. even if he knows it's not, it feels like a private confession that's just reserved just for him; a secret that they can divulge only within this space. in turn, it makes rafayel feel like he can also be just as expressive about his feelings and all the desires he keeps on lock.
and so, even as he leans in to take a bite, he can't help but maintain... intense eye contact like the sushi roll might not be the only thing he wants to take a bite of. though, he does back off easily enough, just enough so he can grab some of the sweet shrimp and hold it out to tobari. ]
Trade? [ a tilt of his head as he chews and swallows down his piece. ] I'll work even harder so I can take care of you.
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... I don't remember asking for that. There's nothing extra you need to do. You already work plenty.
[ no need for burnout!! ]
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[ he knows that might be a heavy topic to drop on tobari when they haven't even kissed yet, but he says it anyway. only because he wanted to show his own conviction about their relationship. he didn't see it as temporary or fleeting. he wanted it to be forever.
which means, he'd also have to make sure he created an environment in which tobari would be comfortable quitting his job. ... if just because he's also selfish and can't envision a life where tobari would be anyone else's manager.
he looks back up at him and he reaches over just to hold his curl his pinky around tobari's. ]
Anyway, starting tomorrow we'll be busy again, right? Try not to stress out too much. If you need a break, or a place to relax, you know you always have it with me. [ ... even if he may also contribute to his stress, but they don't need to acknowledge that. ]