[ HE HAS TO!!!!! i also love how you also remembered their name jkhgkjk
this is tobari's fault for not noticing him 🥺 but also, his heart does kind of melt at being called headache like that (help me). his cheeks color just slightly as he coughs to clear his throat. once tobari joins him, he turns to face him. ]
Did you want to wash up here? [ this is pre-planned, but he also made sure to sit on the left, while he left the remote on the right. he makes it a point to lean over, placing his hand precariously close to tobari's thigh as he reaches over him to grab it.
he's already peeking at him from his peripherals to see if he's looking at him? i hate him. ]
also this is so funny. why is this so orchestrated. tobari just tilts his head uncertainly before going to reach for the remote and fitting it into rafayel’s hand so he doesn’t have to reach as far? ]
he's staring at the remote, and then staring at his hand that was planning to place right on top of his knee to angle for the remote. except, the remote is already in his hand. it's like he goes back between these three points several times in the span of seconds, before his brows furrow.
he tries not to show he's annoyed his plans fell through, but... he's not nearly that inscrutable. ]
[ when tobari bops him on the head with the remote, he looks...
more (sad) than offended. he purses his lips momentarily, as if holding back what he was really thinking, before he ends up giving a small sigh. he rubs his forehead as he takes the remote. he ends up turning on the tv...
but it's clear he isn't watching. he's mostly stunned? it didn't work?
he does end up backing off, but not before squeezing his thigh a little. ] Okaaaaay. Take your time. I'm almost finished with the lyrics for this one song and I should write it out before I forget. [ he's trying so hard not to pout and ruin the mood. ]
[ reining in his emotions wasn't always easy. especially not in moments like these where they seemed to change like the tides. one seconds he's lamenting that his boyfriend won't let him touch him, and then on the other, he's enjoying the attention he does dole out.
he shakes his head a bit, not so much to brush him off, but more like a reminder that he's okay. ] I'll wait. It's not like the food will go bad that quickly. [ he then grabs the notebook he left on the coffee table alongside his 5-6 novels— some on art (for album cover inspo), the ocean (same), and at least three novels based on dating your manager....
he already begins scribbling into the book. when tobari returns,
[ yes.... isn't it horrible when you can't touch your boyfriend who is definitely your boyfriend....
but tobari nods along, accepting that rafayel can at least divert his attention to his work for a bit. he'll rummage through the bag that he packed earlier in the morning, heading over to rafayel's bathroom and using it comfortably... he probably has his own towel here... wow what close best friends...
when he comes back out, he's toweling off his hair, freed from its styling and unruly... instead of saying anything to interrupt rafayel, he'll just peer over his shoulder to look at his notes... nosey... ]
[ the lack of self-awareness in this one specific case...
that said, even as he's writing out— "a relationship where you're close enough to touch, but there's a distance that's physical rather than emotional. you have their attention, but you wonder if you have their heart." there's lyrics scrawled out below it, but the second tobari's eyes land on the page, he shuts the book.
he then holds his hand out, trading the book for the towel. ]
I'll dry it for you. Come sit here. [ he motions on the floor between his legs as he swiftly lays a floor cushion down right there.
he at least pretends to be neutral, even if he's still a little disappointed. he did put on a detective drama, though. the one he mentioned they should check out a few weeks ago truly... just casual best friends stuff. ]
[ ???? tobari only catches some of the words before rafayel closes the page again, and he tilts his head? where does he get all this inspiration from when he's not dating or seieng anyone.... wild...
but he'll go along with the direction easily enough, ]
Oh? Are we swapping roles?
[ mister fussy manager rafayel... but tobari goes to sit on the cushion, lifting the towel up for rafayel to take it. tobari's hair is still pretty damp despite his best efforts, but he is feeling nice and comfy in the sweats he packed... even if the sweater still has a vneck so his tattoos are out. whore. this is not for seduction he just rebels after being covered up all day for work ]
while tobari's intention isn't seduction, it's still pretty effective considering rafayel can't help but stop a stare for a second. he may see tobari like this frequently enough, but it still doesn't stop him from admiring him.
it's not so much that he cares about appearances, as much as... who doesn't find the person they love attractive? it really is just a second, though, as he swiftly moves to dutifully begin drying his hair off. his hands are gentle as they also work to massage his scalp a little. he deserves it for all the stress he goes through. ]
Swapping roles? Then are you going to sing for me?
EVEN IF TOBARI CLOCKED THIS, HE WOULDN'T CARE OR THINK IT MEANS ANYTHING! HE ALREADY KNOWS HE'S SEXY! SO WHAT
tsuyukusa is right guys like this are the worst
instead he's just going to be someone utterly unconcerned that his best friend might've gotten distracted by how hot he was for a second, closing his eyes as he enjoys the little scalp massage... wow. he could get used to this ]
Hmm... no, I was thinking more along the lines that I get to be the pain in the ass and act out for no reason.
he can visibly see the way that the tension appears to be leaving tobari's body, and it's kind of nice to know that he's someone he can relax around. but, the feeling is short-lived when tobari says his next words? why is he being attacked?
[ said with FULL CONFIDENCE before he decides that being a menace to lash out sounds good actually
so he'll pull his head away lightly from rafayel first, because for the full effect he's going to turn around entirely where he's sitting. 180! and then he's going to let his arm loop around rafayel's calf, CLINGY!!! before he fully rests his head against rafayel's knee on the same leg, frowning up at him as if to claim his COMPLETE ATTENTION ]
I think you worked too hard today at the job you need to pay your bills. You didn't pay attention to me nearly enough even though we spent twenty hours together. That's it. You're stuck with me until morning. No. The next week. Month! Better yet? Forever. Whine whine whine.
[ it's so funny because tobari can't larp a spoiled rich bocchama at all but tell him he has to pretend to be rafayel and he does it so easily ]
[ rafayel perks up, watching him carefully as he gradually clings up against his leg, and—
excuse him??? he hates how this is kind of accurate? except it's definitely a bold interpretation of his words? he's thinking like? is there something wrong with spending all his time with his boyfriend? especially when all he seems to think about is work, and...
he can't help but find clingybari (not real)... kind of cute. even if the more punitive, judgmental side of him says: ] I think you included one too many whines. It lacked my usual composure and it was unconvincing. 6/10. [ he leans down to rest his hand on tobari's head, and stroke his fingers through his hair. even if it's an act, he can't help but to want to soothe him. THAT SAID, he is impressed tobari could aegyo this hard...
okay... this may be being EXTREMELY positive, but does that mean... tobari thinks he's cute? 😳
he really is like those delulu reels where it's like "get lost" o-oh you want me to get lost in YOUR EYES!!!! you love me!! ]
[ he really doesn't need soothing!! he's just pretending to be rafayel who always needs soothing!!! even with that said, he leans briefly into the touch of his hair because he liked the scalp massage from earlier...
and then he pulls back and turns his face just so he can nip at rafayel's hand. he'll sit up properly after that, patting rafayel's knee consolingly as he untangles himself... ]
I'm pretty sure I got the spirit.
[ the funny thing is that tobari does think rafayel is cute... extremely cute... while also being a nuisance ]
Hey. [ he has composure!! even if it's mostly when tobari isn't looking, and in the specific scope of his job. but, surely that counts for something!!! that said, when he feels the nip, he draws his hand back instinctively. sheesh. ]
Nah, that spirit was broken. I mean, you could have made me seem cooler. Sexier? [ he reaches to grab tobari's arm to steady him, but also to pull him up on the couch beside him so they can finally get to eating. ]
[ not the cooler or sexier... tobari huffs out an amused breath as he gets pulled back up to the couch. now it's his turn to muss and fuss with rafayel's hair, ruffling it annoyingly because they're in his apartment for the evening and tobari doesn't have to care about his perfectly immaculate appearance! if anything, he thinks rafayel is cuter when he's all soft and undone like this... ]
Let's not get ahead of ourselves. You have your own charm and I think I know it best.
[ AFTER SPENDING SO MANY DAMN HOURS WITH HIM!!
but he'll go to get the food now. sushi!! with their orders and bring it to the coffee table with napkins and utensils ]
[ he puts his hands up weakly trying to grab tobari's wrist to stop him from fluffing his hair. ]
This is bullying, you know... [ but, it's a complaint that probably isn't that convincing since he's already dropping his hands back to his side. easy. when tobari goes to grab the napkins, he's already grabbing another cushion so he can also eat closer to the coffee table.
although, he also makes it a point to put a pufferfish plushie close to tobari's side. his way of showing him he's mildly annoyed with him. ]
even though he's also confused at the pufferfish plushie.... why is he in trouble again...
well, he at least tries to be mindful of rafayel's moods so he'll pick it up and put it into his lap for safekeeping? and then reach over to pick up one of rafayel's rolls, guiding it up to his mouth to feed him ]
that said, he can already feel the tips of his ears grow hot at the sudden statement. even if he knows it's not, it feels like a private confession that's just reserved just for him; a secret that they can divulge only within this space. in turn, it makes rafayel feel like he can also be just as expressive about his feelings and all the desires he keeps on lock.
and so, even as he leans in to take a bite, he can't help but maintain... intense eye contact like the sushi roll might not be the only thing he wants to take a bite of. though, he does back off easily enough, just enough so he can grab some of the sweet shrimp and hold it out to tobari. ]
Trade? [ a tilt of his head as he chews and swallows down his piece. ] I'll work even harder so I can take care of you.
[ . . . ? that's a lot over a sushi roll. tobari is halfway to asking what rafayel wants from him before he's being offered some sweet shrimp... he'll take that bite then anyway. ]
... I don't remember asking for that. There's nothing extra you need to do. You already work plenty.
I know, but I want to. I have to think about our future...
[ he knows that might be a heavy topic to drop on tobari when they haven't even kissed yet, but he says it anyway. only because he wanted to show his own conviction about their relationship. he didn't see it as temporary or fleeting. he wanted it to be forever.
which means, he'd also have to make sure he created an environment in which tobari would be comfortable quitting his job. ... if just because he's also selfish and can't envision a life where tobari would be anyone else's manager.
he looks back up at him and he reaches over just to hold his curl his pinky around tobari's. ]
Anyway, starting tomorrow we'll be busy again, right? Try not to stress out too much. If you need a break, or a place to relax, you know you always have it with me. [ ... even if he may also contribute to his stress, but they don't need to acknowledge that. ]
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this is tobari's fault for not noticing him 🥺 but also, his heart does kind of melt at being called headache like that (help me). his cheeks color just slightly as he coughs to clear his throat. once tobari joins him, he turns to face him. ]
Did you want to wash up here? [ this is pre-planned, but he also made sure to sit on the left, while he left the remote on the right. he makes it a point to lean over, placing his hand precariously close to tobari's thigh as he reaches over him to grab it.
he's already peeking at him from his peripherals to see if he's looking at him? i hate him. ]
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also this is so funny. why is this so orchestrated. tobari just tilts his head uncertainly before going to reach for the remote and fitting it into rafayel’s hand so he doesn’t have to reach as far? ]
Ah, I can. I also have spare clothes in the bag.
[ comfy… oversized… incognito fits ]
1/2
he's staring at the remote, and then staring at his hand that was planning to place right on top of his knee to angle for the remote. except, the remote is already in his hand. it's like he goes back between these three points several times in the span of seconds, before his brows furrow.
he tries not to show he's annoyed his plans fell through, but... he's not nearly that inscrutable. ]
... Thanks.
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his wrist goes slack and the remote drops from his hand...
oops. he drops it right between tobari's legs. this is so thirsty, but also... tobari go shower. save yourself. ]
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tobari, still not sure what’s going on and definitely not being seduced: ]
What the hell are you up to?
[ said as he goes back to picking up the remote and lightly tapping it against rafayel’s forehead ]
Move. [ out of his personal space!!!! ] I’m gonna use your shower.
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more (sad) than offended. he purses his lips momentarily, as if holding back what he was really thinking, before he ends up giving a small sigh. he rubs his forehead as he takes the remote. he ends up turning on the tv...
but it's clear he isn't watching. he's mostly stunned? it didn't work?
he does end up backing off, but not before squeezing his thigh a little. ] Okaaaaay. Take your time. I'm almost finished with the lyrics for this one song and I should write it out before I forget. [ he's trying so hard not to pout and ruin the mood. ]
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[ but not the SAD!! tobari lingering on that and trying not to feel too guilty about it... he'll reach over to pat raf's head anyway ]
You can start eating without me if you're hungry. [ but, trying to make up for it, ] You can pick what we watch or play tonight? I won't complain.
[ movie or games... he might trashtalk if they're playing games but he won't complain ]
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he shakes his head a bit, not so much to brush him off, but more like a reminder that he's okay. ] I'll wait. It's not like the food will go bad that quickly. [ he then grabs the notebook he left on the coffee table alongside his 5-6 novels— some on art (for album cover inspo), the ocean (same), and at least three novels based on dating your manager....
he already begins scribbling into the book. when tobari returns,
he's in the same exact position. ]
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but tobari nods along, accepting that rafayel can at least divert his attention to his work for a bit. he'll rummage through the bag that he packed earlier in the morning, heading over to rafayel's bathroom and using it comfortably... he probably has his own towel here... wow what close best friends...
when he comes back out, he's toweling off his hair, freed from its styling and unruly... instead of saying anything to interrupt rafayel, he'll just peer over his shoulder to look at his notes... nosey... ]
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that said, even as he's writing out— "a relationship where you're close enough to touch, but there's a distance that's physical rather than emotional. you have their attention, but you wonder if you have their heart." there's lyrics scrawled out below it, but the second tobari's eyes land on the page, he shuts the book.
he then holds his hand out, trading the book for the towel. ]
I'll dry it for you. Come sit here. [ he motions on the floor between his legs as he swiftly lays a floor cushion down right there.
he at least pretends to be neutral, even if he's still a little disappointed. he did put on a detective drama, though. the one he mentioned they should check out a few weeks ago truly... just casual best friends stuff. ]
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but he'll go along with the direction easily enough, ]
Oh? Are we swapping roles?
[ mister fussy manager rafayel... but tobari goes to sit on the cushion, lifting the towel up for rafayel to take it. tobari's hair is still pretty damp despite his best efforts, but he is feeling nice and comfy in the sweats he packed... even if the sweater still has a vneck so his tattoos are out. whore. this is not for seduction he just rebels after being covered up all day for work ]
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while tobari's intention isn't seduction, it's still pretty effective considering rafayel can't help but stop a stare for a second. he may see tobari like this frequently enough, but it still doesn't stop him from admiring him.
it's not so much that he cares about appearances, as much as... who doesn't find the person they love attractive? it really is just a second, though, as he swiftly moves to dutifully begin drying his hair off. his hands are gentle as they also work to massage his scalp a little. he deserves it for all the stress he goes through. ]
Swapping roles? Then are you going to sing for me?
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EVEN IF TOBARI CLOCKED THIS, HE WOULDN'T CARE OR THINK IT MEANS ANYTHING! HE ALREADY KNOWS HE'S SEXY! SO WHAT
tsuyukusa is right guys like this are the worst
instead he's just going to be someone utterly unconcerned that his best friend might've gotten distracted by how hot he was for a second, closing his eyes as he enjoys the little scalp massage... wow. he could get used to this ]
Hmm... no, I was thinking more along the lines that I get to be the pain in the ass and act out for no reason.
[ ok damn bitch ]
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he can visibly see the way that the tension appears to be leaving tobari's body, and it's kind of nice to know that he's someone he can relax around. but, the feeling is short-lived when tobari says his next words? why is he being attacked?
his hands don't pause, even as he continues. ]
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[ where's tobari acting spoiled... now that he says that, he kind of wants to see it.
you dug your own grave... ]
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[ said with FULL CONFIDENCE before he decides that being a menace to lash out sounds good actually
so he'll pull his head away lightly from rafayel first, because for the full effect he's going to turn around entirely where he's sitting. 180! and then he's going to let his arm loop around rafayel's calf, CLINGY!!! before he fully rests his head against rafayel's knee on the same leg, frowning up at him as if to claim his COMPLETE ATTENTION ]
I think you worked too hard today at the job you need to pay your bills. You didn't pay attention to me nearly enough even though we spent twenty hours together. That's it. You're stuck with me until morning. No. The next week. Month! Better yet? Forever. Whine whine whine.
[ it's so funny because tobari can't larp a spoiled rich bocchama at all but tell him he has to pretend to be rafayel and he does it so easily ]
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excuse him??? he hates how this is kind of accurate? except it's definitely a bold interpretation of his words? he's thinking like? is there something wrong with spending all his time with his boyfriend? especially when all he seems to think about is work, and...
he can't help but find clingybari (not real)... kind of cute. even if the more punitive, judgmental side of him says: ] I think you included one too many whines. It lacked my usual composure and it was unconvincing. 6/10. [ he leans down to rest his hand on tobari's head, and stroke his fingers through his hair. even if it's an act, he can't help but to want to soothe him. THAT SAID, he is impressed tobari could aegyo this hard...
okay... this may be being EXTREMELY positive, but does that mean... tobari thinks he's cute? 😳
he really is like those delulu reels where it's like "get lost" o-oh you want me to get lost in YOUR EYES!!!! you love me!! ]
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[ he really doesn't need soothing!! he's just pretending to be rafayel who always needs soothing!!! even with that said, he leans briefly into the touch of his hair because he liked the scalp massage from earlier...
and then he pulls back and turns his face just so he can nip at rafayel's hand. he'll sit up properly after that, patting rafayel's knee consolingly as he untangles himself... ]
I'm pretty sure I got the spirit.
[ the funny thing is that tobari does think rafayel is cute... extremely cute... while also being a nuisance ]
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Hey. [ he has composure!! even if it's mostly when tobari isn't looking, and in the specific scope of his job. but, surely that counts for something!!! that said, when he feels the nip, he draws his hand back instinctively. sheesh. ]
Nah, that spirit was broken. I mean, you could have made me seem cooler. Sexier? [ he reaches to grab tobari's arm to steady him, but also to pull him up on the couch beside him so they can finally get to eating. ]
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Let's not get ahead of ourselves. You have your own charm and I think I know it best.
[ AFTER SPENDING SO MANY DAMN HOURS WITH HIM!!
but he'll go to get the food now. sushi!! with their orders and bring it to the coffee table with napkins and utensils ]
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This is bullying, you know... [ but, it's a complaint that probably isn't that convincing since he's already dropping his hands back to his side. easy. when tobari goes to grab the napkins, he's already grabbing another cushion so he can also eat closer to the coffee table.
although, he also makes it a point to put a pufferfish plushie close to tobari's side. his way of showing him he's mildly annoyed with him. ]
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[ bold statement
even though he's also confused at the pufferfish plushie.... why is he in trouble again...
well, he at least tries to be mindful of rafayel's moods so he'll pick it up and put it into his lap for safekeeping? and then reach over to pick up one of rafayel's rolls, guiding it up to his mouth to feed him ]
And only I'm allowed to spoil you.
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that said, he can already feel the tips of his ears grow hot at the sudden statement. even if he knows it's not, it feels like a private confession that's just reserved just for him; a secret that they can divulge only within this space. in turn, it makes rafayel feel like he can also be just as expressive about his feelings and all the desires he keeps on lock.
and so, even as he leans in to take a bite, he can't help but maintain... intense eye contact like the sushi roll might not be the only thing he wants to take a bite of. though, he does back off easily enough, just enough so he can grab some of the sweet shrimp and hold it out to tobari. ]
Trade? [ a tilt of his head as he chews and swallows down his piece. ] I'll work even harder so I can take care of you.
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... I don't remember asking for that. There's nothing extra you need to do. You already work plenty.
[ no need for burnout!! ]
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[ he knows that might be a heavy topic to drop on tobari when they haven't even kissed yet, but he says it anyway. only because he wanted to show his own conviction about their relationship. he didn't see it as temporary or fleeting. he wanted it to be forever.
which means, he'd also have to make sure he created an environment in which tobari would be comfortable quitting his job. ... if just because he's also selfish and can't envision a life where tobari would be anyone else's manager.
he looks back up at him and he reaches over just to hold his curl his pinky around tobari's. ]
Anyway, starting tomorrow we'll be busy again, right? Try not to stress out too much. If you need a break, or a place to relax, you know you always have it with me. [ ... even if he may also contribute to his stress, but they don't need to acknowledge that. ]