[ TOBARI DOING THE HALF HEART WOULD BE SO CUTE... his aegyo
he laughs. ] If you're so interested, you can ask Thomas how much the last painting for charity sold for. I wasn't curious about it before, but I might be if that's what makes me attractive to you. [ obviously, the more money for charity the better, but rafayel didn't put a lot of stock into how the rest of the world perceived his work, nor did he actually care for monetary gain or fame.
you know, outside of his objectives.
but, judging by tobari's kisses, he thinks maybe it's not necessary for him to talk to thomas at all. his affections were obvious, and he liked that. his lips on his skin feel nice, and he also turns his head to place a chaste kiss on the corner of tobari's lips. ]
Silly, that's my line. Lemurians tend to love for life... [ so... ]
still, tobari can’t help his amusement. the point he was trying to make was that he would rather raf use his money for the sake of charity instead of spoiling him… but instead he’s just getting romanced about it? he turns his face toward rafayel, hand coming up to the curve of his jaw to guide him closer—near enough for him to feel the smile on tobari’s mouth and words against his lips ]
… no, I think you already said the most attractive thing.
[ because this is what gets him to fall a little deeper—not weird bartender roleplay or any grand gifts. just the reminder that raf wants to do good for other people, and that at the same time, he wants to do so at tobari’s side. his chest feels warm with it, with more affection than he knows what to do with.
so he’ll close the distance between them in a kiss that carries the overflow, all his tenderness and sincerity. when he speaks again, it’s just murmured against raf’s mouth ]
honestly, he isn't sure which is the part tobari likes, but he'll take any compliment from him. a win is a win, and he wasn't particular on the hows and whys. especially, not when tobari looks genuinely happy.
but, if only he knew it was at the cost of tobari dissing the bartender roleplay... damn. biggest upset of the night, even if he's completely unaware of it. that said, despite him saying those words without reservation, a part of him wonders if his devotion could be interpreted as being too heavy, or feeling like too much, but then... ]
... You really do like being tied down. [ but, it is chilly tonight, and so he is trying to usher tobari towards the comfort of the inside of their home. ]
[ tobari lets himself be brought inside even though it was rafayel's fault that they were out there on this night anyway. as for the actual words, he thinks about it. tobari can count the number of relationships he's been in throughout the course of his life on one hand. he's not particularly abnormal about love as a concept—he cherishes people as they come, and then lets them go when things just don't work out. (typically, he is too busy for things to work out. rafayel going out of his way to spend time with him even at work probably did a lot of heavy lifting for the relationship when they started.)
... but he thinks he likes commitment. knowing that there's someone out there for him and someone he can give his attention to, too. ]
... I think it's more that I like you enough to let you. [ tie him down. ]
I do still need to shower. Are you coming? [ a beat ] No funny business.
[ they are probably up late enough that they're more likely to see the sunrise soon. they cannot bang in every thread ]
[ YOU'VE HAD OTHER RELATIONSHIPS!?! jk, rafayel probably knows this already.
he's also probably deep-dived into these relationships more than he should have, but no one has to know that.
but, now that they're inside, he can finally feel the warmth of the fireplace he's left on before heading out. it feels warm on his chilled skin, and he is already unbuttoning the rest of his shirt (as if he does more than two buttons when he's at home, anyway). despite him pausing for a second, he does obediently fall in step behind tobari. though, not without flashing his usual annoying smile. ] Hm... [ pretends to be thinking deeeeeeply. ]
What do you mean by "no funny business"? [ feigns ignorance...
but, please.... they can't keep getting away with this. ] So you like me enough to let me tie you down, but this is where you draw the line? [ he's kidding, he does have a conscience, and he does feel bad that it's already so late. ]
[ the idea of rafayel doing a deep dive on who tobari dated before is hilarious. suzune probably spilled everything mercilessly.
tobari will wander in the direction of the bathroom anyway, shrugging off his jacket as he goes. undressing is easy and comfortable, but also he looks over his shoulder incredulously, ]
Yeah? If even I'm saying it's late, don't you think you should get the hint?
[ true he's been perfectly affectionate with rafayel all night to try to balance out whatever bad dreams were looming over him, but also. it's like 4 am. ]
pencils in why their relationship failed, who broke up with who, what were common things they'd argue about, do they seem like the type of ex who'd linger... all good questions. even if he guesses it doesn't matter now that tobari is his.
when tobari gets undressed, rafayel is already dutifully turning on the shower for him. letting it run to collect just the right amount of heat. ] Hey, not everyone thinks of that kind of thing 24/7? I promise I'm just here to tuck you in.
[ HELP.................. suzune answering everything dutifully and then looking away before she has to break the news that tobari is probably on good terms with some of his exes. mister rafayel..... be strong........ ]
Yeah? And here I was bringing you on as an extra pair of hands to wash my hair.
[ since he's just not even bothering to hide the smoke smell anymore. it's fine. he'll still spare rafayel a quick kiss as a show of thanks before also helping undress him so they can both get in the shower. there are no lingering touches! he is trying to for real just get clean before bed! self-control is important.
and when he steps in, he does welcome the warmth of the spray and sighs contentedly. ]
[ NO!!!!!!!!!! deletes and blocks them from tobari's phone
he probably has done this at some point. but, maybe? tobari doesn't notice? maybe rafayel played it off while trying to be cute... ] If it's your hair, I can do that.
[ he is also trying to be careful not to spark anything.
he treats tobari and his body like he's a customer at a salon. you know, if you actually took your clothes off in front of them and had them clean your body. ] I used the "blooming tea" shampoo the other day and thought it was pretty good. Can I use that on you today?
[ good, because any other shampoo and body wash could leave him dejected... per sims
he applies a generous amount of shampoo on his hands, before gradually working it into tobari's hair, lathering it up as he goes. his hands are gentle, careful not to get any of it in tobari's eyes. ] How is it? I'm not pulling your hair, am I?
[ though, he is feeling mischievous enough to pap some suds on tobari's face. ]
his nose scrunches when he suddenly gets attacked by suds, and he tries to blow them away since his hands are currently occupied... he looks a lil grouchy about it but it's absolutely not even a little intimidating when he's covered in bubbles. ]
Mm... I guess you're okay at it.
[ ok tough critic (he's being mean for no reason) ]
[ honestly, even rafayel's shoulders are shaking a little when tobari looks so annoyed like that while he's covered in soap suds. how can he take you seriously...
though, this doesn't last long when tobari refuses to compliment him? hello? ]
Just okay? You do know who has hold over your hair right now, right?
Is it that hard to say a compliment? I thought I was getting better at giving you a scalp massage. [ which is why, he does end up going back to it. only stopping when he feels the touch on his nose. ]
... Hey. [ but, rafayel looks a little pleased about it somehow. ]
[ but, considering how much his mood as improved, maybe tobari isn't completely off base. ] You are getting kind of handsy, though. [ he uses the back of his hand to finally wipe away some of the soap, before he's also now directing tobari's head beneath the steady stream of water from the shower.
[ but it's said with a light laugh before he goes along with being guided to the spray. he'll shut his eyes and also shut up so that he doesn't splutter unattractively, instead letting rafayel do what he wants. easy trust... ]
[ damn, no spluttering. that said, he does end up rinsing him off and when he does succeed, he grabs his shoulder and pulls him forward, out of the reach of the showerhead. ] So you're gonna just have to live with it.
[ this is probably easily the most obedient that tobari has ever been… so he steps forward, blinking his eyes open after a second and just looking up at raf like a sopping wet cat. he tilts his head, amused ]
I guess there’s worse fates.
[ so he’ll lean up to give raf a kiss anyway ]
C’mere. I’ll get yours.
[ he will go get this blooming tea shampoo lathered in his own hands so he can wash raf’s hair… ]
though, it really is endearing how he looks like a wet [redacted], yeah. he smiles at the kiss and gives tobari one back on the forehead, before he also closes his eyes. ]
You mean, [ going to use one of his very dumb cartoon character voices. but, is it more insulting that the voice in this case is supposed to be tobari's? does he go deeper? ] "I'm so happy, what fintastic news." [ but, okay. he's also going to be good and stay quiet so tobari can help wash his hair. ]
but no, he’ll be good about it. raf has less hair than he does so this doesn’t take as long… but he’ll still get comforting little scalp scritches along with the lathering. ]
[ he's half-expecting to get a face full of water...
when it doesn't come, he's genuinely surprised. he would have just as easily settled into the tender fingers that work on him, BUT!!! THEN!!! tobari says the one thing!!! ] ... You think I don't know you? [ opening his eyes, he doesn't care if he gets soap in them!!! ]
buuuut as grateful as he is, he’s still petty and has to feel like he’s the one who understands his lover best. even when he probably tells tobari, “you don’t understand me” (dramatic) a few times a month.
that said, he clears his throat, he then adopts a more serious expression, his brows furrowed just slightly, but he also gives a small, subtle smile. ] “Come here, troublemaker.”
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he laughs. ] If you're so interested, you can ask Thomas how much the last painting for charity sold for. I wasn't curious about it before, but I might be if that's what makes me attractive to you. [ obviously, the more money for charity the better, but rafayel didn't put a lot of stock into how the rest of the world perceived his work, nor did he actually care for monetary gain or fame.
you know, outside of his objectives.
but, judging by tobari's kisses, he thinks maybe it's not necessary for him to talk to thomas at all. his affections were obvious, and he liked that. his lips on his skin feel nice, and he also turns his head to place a chaste kiss on the corner of tobari's lips. ]
Silly, that's my line. Lemurians tend to love for life... [ so... ]
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still, tobari can’t help his amusement. the point he was trying to make was that he would rather raf use his money for the sake of charity instead of spoiling him… but instead he’s just getting romanced about it? he turns his face toward rafayel, hand coming up to the curve of his jaw to guide him closer—near enough for him to feel the smile on tobari’s mouth and words against his lips ]
… no, I think you already said the most attractive thing.
[ because this is what gets him to fall a little deeper—not weird bartender roleplay or any grand gifts. just the reminder that raf wants to do good for other people, and that at the same time, he wants to do so at tobari’s side. his chest feels warm with it, with more affection than he knows what to do with.
so he’ll close the distance between them in a kiss that carries the overflow, all his tenderness and sincerity. when he speaks again, it’s just murmured against raf’s mouth ]
Then I guess I’m yours for life.
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honestly, he isn't sure which is the part tobari likes, but he'll take any compliment from him. a win is a win, and he wasn't particular on the hows and whys. especially, not when tobari looks genuinely happy.
but, if only he knew it was at the cost of tobari dissing the bartender roleplay... damn. biggest upset of the night, even if he's completely unaware of it. that said, despite him saying those words without reservation, a part of him wonders if his devotion could be interpreted as being too heavy, or feeling like too much, but then... ]
... You really do like being tied down. [ but, it is chilly tonight, and so he is trying to usher tobari towards the comfort of the inside of their home. ]
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... but he thinks he likes commitment. knowing that there's someone out there for him and someone he can give his attention to, too. ]
... I think it's more that I like you enough to let you. [ tie him down. ]
I do still need to shower. Are you coming? [ a beat ] No funny business.
[ they are probably up late enough that they're more likely to see the sunrise soon. they cannot bang in every thread ]
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he's also probably deep-dived into these relationships more than he should have, but no one has to know that.
but, now that they're inside, he can finally feel the warmth of the fireplace he's left on before heading out. it feels warm on his chilled skin, and he is already unbuttoning the rest of his shirt (as if he does more than two buttons when he's at home, anyway). despite him pausing for a second, he does obediently fall in step behind tobari. though, not without flashing his usual annoying smile. ] Hm... [ pretends to be thinking deeeeeeply. ]
What do you mean by "no funny business"? [ feigns ignorance...
but, please.... they can't keep getting away with this. ] So you like me enough to let me tie you down, but this is where you draw the line? [ he's kidding, he does have a conscience, and he does feel bad that it's already so late. ]
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tobari will wander in the direction of the bathroom anyway, shrugging off his jacket as he goes. undressing is easy and comfortable, but also he looks over his shoulder incredulously, ]
Yeah? If even I'm saying it's late, don't you think you should get the hint?
[ true he's been perfectly affectionate with rafayel all night to try to balance out whatever bad dreams were looming over him, but also. it's like 4 am. ]
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pencils in why their relationship failed, who broke up with who, what were common things they'd argue about, do they seem like the type of ex who'd linger... all good questions. even if he guesses it doesn't matter now that tobari is his.
when tobari gets undressed, rafayel is already dutifully turning on the shower for him. letting it run to collect just the right amount of heat. ] Hey, not everyone thinks of that kind of thing 24/7? I promise I'm just here to tuck you in.
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Yeah? And here I was bringing you on as an extra pair of hands to wash my hair.
[ since he's just not even bothering to hide the smoke smell anymore. it's fine. he'll still spare rafayel a quick kiss as a show of thanks before also helping undress him so they can both get in the shower. there are no lingering touches! he is trying to for real just get clean before bed! self-control is important.
and when he steps in, he does welcome the warmth of the spray and sighs contentedly. ]
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he probably has done this at some point. but, maybe? tobari doesn't notice? maybe rafayel played it off while trying to be cute... ] If it's your hair, I can do that.
[ he is also trying to be careful not to spark anything.
he treats tobari and his body like he's a customer at a salon. you know, if you actually took your clothes off in front of them and had them clean your body. ] I used the "blooming tea" shampoo the other day and thought it was pretty good. Can I use that on you today?
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insane salon scenario tho. tobari tilts his head about it, ] Ah? Sure. Go ahead.
[ he’ll reach out for the body wash… he’ll take care of himself and then rafayel because he trusts himself more than letting rafayel do it,, ]
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he applies a generous amount of shampoo on his hands, before gradually working it into tobari's hair, lathering it up as he goes. his hands are gentle, careful not to get any of it in tobari's eyes. ] How is it? I'm not pulling your hair, am I?
[ though, he is feeling mischievous enough to pap some suds on tobari's face. ]
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his nose scrunches when he suddenly gets attacked by suds, and he tries to blow them away since his hands are currently occupied... he looks a lil grouchy about it but it's absolutely not even a little intimidating when he's covered in bubbles. ]
Mm... I guess you're okay at it.
[ ok tough critic (he's being mean for no reason) ]
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though, this doesn't last long when tobari refuses to compliment him? hello? ]
Just okay? You do know who has hold over your hair right now, right?
[ tugging on his hair just a little. ]
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And you could lose that privilege just as quick as you got it.
[ even as tobari finishes lathering up the body wash and also retaliates by dabbing some of the bubbles on raf's nose ]
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Is it that hard to say a compliment? I thought I was getting better at giving you a scalp massage. [ which is why, he does end up going back to it. only stopping when he feels the touch on his nose. ]
... Hey. [ but, rafayel looks a little pleased about it somehow. ]
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[ as if these things are even remotely comparable. but raf looking a little pleased makes tobari end up smiling faintly anyway, endeared.
since he's done with his own bodywash, he'll just start washing raf starting from the neck and shoulders... domestic ]
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[ but, considering how much his mood as improved, maybe tobari isn't completely off base. ] You are getting kind of handsy, though. [ he uses the back of his hand to finally wipe away some of the soap, before he's also now directing tobari's head beneath the steady stream of water from the shower.
he's also trying to be a good, honest boy. ]
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Am I? Have you considered not being so easy?
[ but it's said with a light laugh before he goes along with being guided to the spray. he'll shut his eyes and also shut up so that he doesn't splutter unattractively, instead letting rafayel do what he wants. easy trust... ]
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[ damn, no spluttering. that said, he does end up rinsing him off and when he does succeed, he grabs his shoulder and pulls him forward, out of the reach of the showerhead. ] So you're gonna just have to live with it.
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I guess there’s worse fates.
[ so he’ll lean up to give raf a kiss anyway ]
C’mere. I’ll get yours.
[ he will go get this blooming tea shampoo lathered in his own hands so he can wash raf’s hair… ]
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though, it really is endearing how he looks like a wet [redacted], yeah. he smiles at the kiss and gives tobari one back on the forehead, before he also closes his eyes. ]
You mean, [ going to use one of his very dumb cartoon character voices. but, is it more insulting that the voice in this case is supposed to be tobari's? does he go deeper? ] "I'm so happy, what fintastic news." [ but, okay. he's also going to be good and stay quiet so tobari can help wash his hair. ]
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[ you’re so stupid you deserve to eat suds
but no, he’ll be good about it. raf has less hair than he does so this doesn’t take as long… but he’ll still get comforting little scalp scritches along with the lathering. ]
Does my lover not know shit about me?
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when it doesn't come, he's genuinely surprised. he would have just as easily settled into the tender fingers that work on him, BUT!!! THEN!!! tobari says the one thing!!! ] ... You think I don't know you? [ opening his eyes, he doesn't care if he gets soap in them!!! ]
Do I get a do-over?
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I’ll allow it.
[ waits to be impressed ]
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buuuut as grateful as he is, he’s still petty and has to feel like he’s the one who understands his lover best. even when he probably tells tobari, “you don’t understand me” (dramatic) a few times a month.
that said, he clears his throat, he then adopts a more serious expression, his brows furrowed just slightly, but he also gives a small, subtle smile. ] “Come here, troublemaker.”
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stop!!!!! eats it all up!!!